Today, I've been mentally making just about every unintelligible
sound of irritation and disgust. Why, you ask? Well, I made the mistake
of sleeping with red jade on my finger last night. I was thinking it
might make me remember some more of my dreams (like I really need to...)
but, no. I just woke up with a vendetta against the whole damn planet.
Okay maybe not the whole planet. Just one particular individual. But
backtrack a second. If you're unfamiliar with the whole
spiritual/metaphysical properties behind red jade, I'll give you a brief
little synopsis right now. As a general stone, jade is supposed to help
with spiritual guidance, healing, dream recall, and love. Red jade in
particular is an active stone. It helps the wearer speak his/her mind
and things that they've been withholding from people in their lives. It
can also cause a little bit of a temper to appear within the wearer if
he or she has feelings of resentment or the like that just simply
haven't been dealt with. I'm a little more angry than I thought, after
all.
But, yes, I woke up extremely angry. Only angry with him though. Usually when I'm angry with someone, I'm angry with everyone. But not today, which is weird. Maybe it's a sign of some kind of maturity or something. (Ha.) Or I'm just getting priorities in order. I didn't even get irritated with incompetent people today. That's something that usually always gets me. My one tire was even flat today when I woke up. That didn't ruin my whole day. Neither did nearly being hit head on by some reckless driver on a back road AFTER just getting my tire fixed. My moods are always a little screwy. But this takes the cake. Except I think that this is slightly sweeter cake. I know exactly who to aim my anger and frustration at without taking it out on innocent bystanders or the whole damn planet.
I kind of just pity him whenever he eventually does contact me again. It probably won't be pretty. But how the hell else will he ever learn?
In other news: I woke up with Dessa songs stuck in my head. Listen and enjoy them. (Oh the live version of Dixon's Girl--so, so, so, so very good. I really hope that the Man I knew makes it onto her new album. Please? While we're on the subject of her live performances: they're always so amazing. And always just a tiny bit different--enough to notice musically. Seriously, if me rambling about her makes you curious about her at all: LOOK UP HER LIVE PERFORMANCES. Most of them are professionally shot so they're really decent quality. And, while you're at it, get at her music in general.)
But, yes, I woke up extremely angry. Only angry with him though. Usually when I'm angry with someone, I'm angry with everyone. But not today, which is weird. Maybe it's a sign of some kind of maturity or something. (Ha.) Or I'm just getting priorities in order. I didn't even get irritated with incompetent people today. That's something that usually always gets me. My one tire was even flat today when I woke up. That didn't ruin my whole day. Neither did nearly being hit head on by some reckless driver on a back road AFTER just getting my tire fixed. My moods are always a little screwy. But this takes the cake. Except I think that this is slightly sweeter cake. I know exactly who to aim my anger and frustration at without taking it out on innocent bystanders or the whole damn planet.
I kind of just pity him whenever he eventually does contact me again. It probably won't be pretty. But how the hell else will he ever learn?
In other news: I woke up with Dessa songs stuck in my head. Listen and enjoy them. (Oh the live version of Dixon's Girl--so, so, so, so very good. I really hope that the Man I knew makes it onto her new album. Please? While we're on the subject of her live performances: they're always so amazing. And always just a tiny bit different--enough to notice musically. Seriously, if me rambling about her makes you curious about her at all: LOOK UP HER LIVE PERFORMANCES. Most of them are professionally shot so they're really decent quality. And, while you're at it, get at her music in general.)
No comments:
Post a Comment